Project Acceptance

Some people in the world are blessed with the things that I think I would be better off with: height, elegance, a natural tan, visible bones. At what price am I willing to pursue these things?

Okay, so obviously height and a natural tan are futile to pursue, I just don't have those things, but how much longer am I willing to be hungry and moody and live with my perma-scowl, just to see my hip bones stick out more?

Well, the answer is not a whole lot longer. In fact, ladies and gentlemen, I've decided to phase carbohydrate back into my diet (gradually, but notably) and maintain my current (yes, dead on healthy - according to my BMI)weight. The reasons? These:

1. I really can't be bothered being hungry anymore. I've been hungry for a few months now, I have an addictive nature (edivence in support of that is plentiful), and - as my friend T suggested - this is turning into an eating disorder very quickly.

2. I am a healthy weight. All the height/weight charts in the world have testified to this. This suggests that I really don't need to lose any weight...
If, in the future, I decide I want to lose weight then I will. I need to take this, like the other things, a day at a time.

3. My metabolism is shot, so I need to build it back up.

Okay, it's Sunday which means (not in this order):

1. Work to do

2. The Sunday Times to read

3. A garden to sit in

Peace out!
xx