I crave security and reliability.
Today, I feel an incredible surge of happiness vs a little anxiety. I am happy because I am in love...in LOVE. I am a little sad because I think my boy deserves perfection; and I don't feel very perfect.
I am afraid of losing what I have, and I want to be the best I can be.
The prospect of work on Monday is sending me mad.
Apologies for the sadness :(
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If it's any help, the hardest thing I have had to learn over the past few months is to be able to accept that:
(a) I am not perfect;
(b) I am good enough;
(c) For most purposes, "good enough" is good enough; and
(d) If good enough isn't good enough (if you follow), then that's someone else's issue.
I reckon I'm almost there, but there's still a way to go.
Sorry. Too many "good enoughs" in there! :-)
Addendum: please don't be afraid of the possibility of losing. As I've found out, some things are simply not within ones own sphere of influence.
Apologies for the ramble, but your post has hit the spot with me.
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