Current ambitions/dreams:
1. To write for Vogue
2. To be a size 0 (UK 4)
3. To discover a mystery benefactor has deposited 5,000 pounds in my bank account when I check the balance
4. To be a supermodel
5. To be great at my job
Current good stuff:
1. I have met a man. And he is rather excellent.
2. I have a great sister in whom I can confide
3. I sleep in a comfortable bed and am not on the street
4. I have no need to poison myself with addictive substances
5. I am going to see a film tonight with my friend
Current fears:
1. Putting on weight (because when you're getting to know a man you like, it's probably not the best idea to say "actually, I don't eat these things.")
2. Being bad at my job
3. Learning to trust and get to know someone
4. Letting people down
5. Getting an eye infection
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Can definitely dentify with fear number four. However, it sometimes helps to believe that, if people keep coming back to you, then you're doing something right.
As for number two, I've found that no-one will stigmatise you for giving things your all.
"To go wrong in one's own way is better than to go right in someone else's. In the first case you are a man; in the second you're no better than a bird." (Dostoevsky)
Well, it works for me, anyway... :-)
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